Elle M NOPe

I have been working hard on myself lately. I have incorporated regular meditation and self-reiki into my routine. I am respecting my boundaries. And have managed to cut out alcohol and embrace a no-dairy (almost) vegetarian diet since the start of the year. I say almost because today I accidentally had 2% milk instead of oat-milk in my latte – when I mistakenly took someone else’s coffee this morning. Can a single latte actually make you go through dairy detox all over again? If you know, leave a comment. Above all, I have worked really hard on my relationship with my twin-flame (or rather my relationship with myself). I have managed to surrender to whatever I am supposed to be surrendering to – and am no longer obsessing on what is happening with him. Huzzah! That was much harder than I ever thought possible. Twin-flame separation really is terrible. Its not the worst thing ever, but its certainly much much much worse than a regular breakup. I’d say more, but I’m feeling quite jolly today, and I don’t want to put myself in a terrible mood.

And this week, all the little rewards started piling in. I got four new students that will be starting with me in the next 2 months (career abundance!), the repairs for my apartment that I have been asking for the last 18 months are finally being done this week. I found an absolute treasure at the record store today. They may not sounds like huge rewards – but I have had a really hard time getting new students during this academic year; its almost impossible to get repairs done in my building – but this week alone I’ve had my faucet replaced, I’m getting a new kitchen floor installed today, and my fridge is being replaced this weekend, as my existing one sounds like a metronome – that clicks 220 beats per minute; and at an impromptu visit to a record store I found a Leo Brouwer guitar album – Leo Brouwer has been my most favourite musician/composer since I was 12. And this is the first time I have ever seen a recording of his for sale. His music is just not easily found in my city. So these little rewards aren’t so little, to me.

And while it sounds a little silly to consider them to be rewards – they coincide with a lot of good for me stuff that I have been doing. And so I think they all just showed up (from the universe) to say – hey here you go. I’m really proud of you for working so hard.

Anyway – I feel really good about where I am at in life right now.

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